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Her slender body feels almost natural in my hands As if they were made to fit her frame My spine tingles as we embrace And I can think of nothing but her Her beauty is immeasurable, Her warmth comforting, Her soft touch soothing, Her faint scent so alluring The notes that permeate the air Mesmerize us Enchant us Draw us closer together As I hold her tighter I can't help but wonder: What if I let my hands wander? What if we surrender to instinct? What if we allow ourselves to do as nature dictates? What if we surrendered our bodies to the moment? Again our embrace tightens The cool sensation of her lips, the warmth of her bo

Words so harsh but spoken soft Do they sting any less? Daggers sharp are pushed too slow Still blood spills, a cold red mess No respite from what you said Do you know what you have done? Do you even have an idea Of my resent for your forked tongue? The worst part is You don't even see What you've done You're killing me Don't take it back For I'll never need Your sorrow Or anyone's pity The knife digs deeper in my spine It doesn't kill me, that's too kind Instead just sands my senses raw No mercy from the divine I shout to heaven, "take me, Lord" "Life is feeling empty now" Angels shut the gates I see So I'll just plow t

Is this how existence ends? Feeling empty without light Solitude bereft of friends No will left within to fight Eulogy of apathy Greet the end with open arms No one around to stop me No one to sound the alarms Would I choose to end my life? Would I elect to close the book? Could anyone stop this strife? Do the dead see what they took? Care no longer for I can't Energy drained from the war Damned, but I don't give a damn I just can't care anymore

Is this absolution Or just a thin facade? Priests of greed unholy Demons posed as God Fill us with the doctrine Words of beauty blind Truth discovered elsewhere Frees us from the lies Your God is unholy, twisted by human hands Your God is unholy The truth is found within you The truth will set you free Break the chains that bind you Open eyes to see Break the bonds of slavehood Find the truth within No idol can rule me Renew the faith in Him No mortal can truly Comprehend the divine I know I'll never see Him But dammit, I will try

Muscles were dormant and lying in their shells Suddenly working but clearly too hard Atrophy started decaying the tissue So long ago it just tore though the heart Truly too suddenly pumps started pounding Through rusty pipes that once worked long ago No one to man them, machines went astray too quick No where was left for the water to flow Vascular atrophy weakened the one you loved I didn't know how, and I couldn't respond It was too long since I knew how to live with more I couldn't deal with it, now your love's gone

Fall from grace declining fast Cast from fortune's gate Plummet from the clouds to Earth On time but far too late All for values held too tight All for morals bold All for lack of blinding greed All for noble soul This is my line in the sand I will never sell my soul This is where I shall stand Thirty pieces silver dull And I'll never give in Keep a grip on what you hold While you reach the sky One hand grasping your desires The other, what you are Resist temptations and demands Staying ever true Gold is heavy, it weighs you down Midas never knew

Thirty pieces argent greed Fulfill your demands Sell your savior, sow a seed Fruit of your black plant Poison in the chalice gold Seeps into your veins Resign yourself to legends told History takes the reins Was it worth it, the silver? Asks the rope you hold No compassion for traitors Divine regenge tenfold Demons grip you, feel them bite Feel reality Feel the chains that bind you tight Feel your penalty

Biting your tongue so that no one can see it Holding your tarot cards, no one can hear Nobody's perfect but you're just a nobody How can you tell we won't like what you fear? Truly sorry That I couldn't wait for you, I couldn't quite see you Really just sorry that I didn't try Fifty two cards are laid down on the table All of their faces dry, cracked and pale Hundreds of people lined up on the store shelves Go to the check-out but nothing's for sale Touch your own skin just to see if it moves you Feel your own breeze as it slowly blows by How many stitches until it can heal you? How many laces until you can't die?

I knew it would be ugly But never did I leave you Even now I'm thinking of All the the things I would do The dirge I sung was beautiful I screamed to God for mercy The good Lord was so ruthless He never reached His hand to me Now I'm living lifeless I'm lost without your loving Guess I'll come to join you soon We'll meet halfway to heaven Our lives have ended premature But never will our love We built a castle crumbling down From foundations up above